After doing an activity do you ever look back and go "was that really me"?

Through the years I have realized  I was not thinking for myself. I always see a friend, or an enemy, affecting the way I think. I know there are several things that can influence the way you think: TV, newspapers, news, magazines, and your friends. When making a decision you need to think of how it will effect your life, and the people around you. In Julius Caesar Brutus ends up in a bad place after killing Caesar. If he would have taken the time and thought through the situation,what he would be doing, and why he might not have fallen into the clutches of the conspirators. Take your time, be smart, and think for yourself.      

                                                       " Et tu brute?"-Caesar 

                                                         line 85 Act 3 scene 1